Dear God,
My little one is discovering new things everyday and learning more and more about the world around her. I love her innocence as she tries new things and waves to strangers in the store. I love her laugh as we play with blocks and balls and play ring-around-the-rosy over and over. It touches my heart when she wants to help me with the dishes and help carry laundry to put away. She loves exploring your creation, picking up rocks and leaves and pointing at the sky when she sees a bird. She reminds me over and over of simple joys that the cares life often cause me to forget.
But, God, my mother’s heart is worried, and it hurts. I try not to fear, but some recent things that have happened that I have observed have cast a shadow. I feel more than ever a strong desire to shield my child from the darkness which is gathering, but I can only do so for so long. Eventually, she will have to face the darkness, and she will either be consumed by it or she will be a light in the midst of it. Both roads are dangerous, but only one leads to peace and true joy. Which way will she go when the time comes? I do not know, only you know. The hardest part of parenting so far in my limited experience has been trusting that you ultimately are in control and are in charge of her heart. Why should it be so hard for me to trust? As some wise mothers have told me, “You and your husband do the best you can do to bring her up to serve the Lord, but He is the one who is ultimately in charge of her heart.” This is freeing to us in that her salvation doesn’t rest on what we do, but it is also perplexing to me as a human because I, naturally, want to be in control and know the outcome. Yet, throughout my life, you have taught me over and over that it is far better to trust you to write the story than to try to write it myself. Help us do the best we can to raise her and to seek wise counsel from those who have gone this way before.
Dear Heavenly Father, please watch over our little one. Help us to have wisdom to raise her to live up to her name: to be wise and full of grace. Bless her to serve you in whatever you would have her to do. Help her to be strong and dare to be a Daniel as the little song goes that we’ve sung to her before. Bless her to grow up to trust you and follow you.
Thank you for giving her to us.
In Jesus’ name,
Amen